i'll give you details, just all the wrong ones.

can i please just say that this application is more telling and personal than anything i've divulged on my blog, or in my life, EVER? these people are going to think i am indeed crazy, in need of a shrink, constant clinical watch, and a muzzle. this whole blog thing has got me feeling comfortable about telling everything i am thinking/feeling! i'm not sure if that's good or bad. hopefully it doesn't jeopardize me getting in.

... and i know the anticipation is killing you. it is me too. i'll tell you once i have direct word. i think i knew all along where God was leading; but i needed it confirmed through the dismissal of one of the options. now, i'm just praying that they accept me. pray with me.